Cats and dogs < Lolo and lola

 Cats and dogs are known to be rivals..But their quarrel is nothing compared to my lolo-lola's quarrel.. They are really unstoppable. I think I need to call for a police to make them stop. Our house will set on fire when their brains ignite..they cannot control their temper..I think it's a sign of aging..right?hehe

daydreaming

One thing that makes me smile is daydreaming..i regularly change my desktop background..My desktop backgrounds are usually sceneries, architecture designs, nature and wonderful places. before sleeping, I used to look at it, close my eyes, and imagine that im in it..its really true..They are my happy thoughts....it truly makes me smile.

did you ever?

Did you ever experience to sleep and feel that your eyelids are covering up your sight.?One night, I lay down on my bed to sleep from a very long and wary day. when I close my eyes after praying, I can imagine myself that my eyelids are covering up my pupils that enable my eyes to see. It's a really weird feelin. I can bearly breath that time so I open my eyes immediately. Who's with me? if you are,close your eyes. hehe.:)

just face everything with a smile:):)

     I'm just a 15-year old girl, and I know it's awkward to blog this topic. but I just want to express some things that I've learned from my experience.. Someone courted me for about a year. He's not really consistent, that's why I feel that he's not genuine. His text messages are full of cheezy thoughts(which are not necessary to make me feel special). All I need to hear is his true and sincere cogitation. lately, I discovered that he already had a girlfriend..I was on the "what shall I do" situation on that moment..

     I know that I dont have the right to get angry of him because i dont owe him at all..But i was really upset upon knowing that he did a little game on me. I was not worthy of that. .Before anything else, I confronted him.. He told me that they're not with each other anymore and that I'm the reason why he built a relationship with her. It's hard to trust and believe on him that moment..It's also unfair in both parties.All that's on my mind is to keep distance..That's the best thing I think I could do.

     My favorite concept in life is "everything happens for a reason".We may not understand or find the reason immediately,but I am certain that it has.. I'm a kind of person who trust people easily.. And this learning experience taught me to be cautious and to be paranoid sometimes. I always wanted in my life to please everybody, that it came to the point that I'm able to do everything nice to them..I've learned not to do that to all..Not everyone is worthy enough for that..

    For now, I cut off all our contacts and I promise not to bother him anymore. I wanted to rectify the situation but I choose to remain silent..I dont have idea on the nature of their relationship and I dont want to make a scene..Besides,my words wouldnt mean that much...All I wanted for now is to give them peace of mind and to give myself a peace of mind too..

     I didnt regret meeting him at all..he inspired me somehow..and made me a better one,,a more grown up girl..I also didnt want to make any negative impression on himself..Nobody's perfect and so am I.. I made mistakes on him too..we learned from each other and that's the best part of our journey..

   I would like to thank kuya DJ for sharing his wisdom..He enlightened my mind on this situation..I would also like to thank God for giving me strength handling this..It's a horrible situation to be in, but I passed through all of the circumstances. :)