Gugma :D haha

                 It's so early to fall in love at my age but some say it's normal. Ano ba talaga? the answer is "it depends". Si malaki at ma EPAL na it depends. Actually, it is hard to tackle about "it depends" kasi lahat na ng scope nasa kanya at walang limitations, parang bottomless lang.:) All situations are considered. Let us look the both sides of this issue. 

                May tama bang age para ma in love? Mostly say that one should have relationship when they reached the age of 18 or above. Pero bakit may mga puppy love? Childhood sweethearts, etc?. Kailan ba talaga? Maybe, it depends on the person's point of view. If he/she can see himself/herself fully matured and ready to face the ups and downs of the relationship, then go and be happy! But it's not all about the happiness, it also involves some heartaches, jealousy and everything. Ang cute no? parang nasa roller coaster ride lang. Before ka sumakay, pumila ka ng mahaba at alam mo na sa sarili mo na mahihilo ka after. But inspite of all those things, you still take risk to ride because you know in yourself that it will make you happy and it will surely be one of the most unforgettable moments of your life. 

                  BUT, (but talaga agad? haha). If you're not emotionally capable to ride on a roller coaster, don't ever try to. Kaya nga may restrictions kasi hindi naman lahat pwede. May specific age, height and health requirements ang kailangan before ka sumakay at magsisigaw sa ere. Kaya merong iba, umiiyak, nagsisisigaw na para bang nasunugan ng bahay at namumutla sa takot dahil sumusulong kahit hindi naman kaya. Sabi nga nila, for experience. Anong napala? :) I'm not blogging about roller coaster, so balik tayo sa magulong LOVE. If you know that you are not that prepared to face all the tensions in the relationship, you better step back and wait for the right time. Makakapaghintay naman yan eh.What matters most is that the security of being okay. Kumbaga, alam mo na na may rapist sa kanto, eh di wag ka na pumunta dun, My point is this: if you can see the temptation ahead, you better get rid of it and stay away from head aches and troubles. 

              It depends pa rin, kasi we are not perfect nga raw. Even in ourselves, we don't know how to make right decisions because we are fooled by the emotions of our hearts. We are making all of the things felt by the heart right. Kahit mali na, basta puso raw ang nagdikta, TAMA. tama nga ba? Pag tumibok kasi si "puso", di na mapigilan. Nadadala ng emotions at ginagawa ang lahat masunod lang to. Yung iba nga, lumalakad na sa baga, nilulunok ang itak at kinakain ang bubog. joke lang. But in reality, mas malala pa ang ginagawa ng iba- SUICIDE. Pag-ibig nga naman, gumagalaw sa misteryosong paraan. In english Love Moves in Mysterious Ways. haha. 

              LOVE.LOVE.LOVE

                  <3       <3     <3

summer realization

                Days pass so quickly but things seem to be the same. Wake up in the morning; eat breakfast; take a bath; watch TV; eat again... and sleep at night. I felt that my youth days turned out to be wasted. Not literally wasted, I just mean that I didn't use it in more efficient way. I could have been involved in business, enrolled in summer classes, or expand my ministry works. I fell short. haist. What should I do this summer?

              Mag jack n' poy sa salamin? (baliw lang te.) kumain ng kumain ( gusto maging sumo wrestler?) nope3. eh di ano? Mag pick upan na lang kaya?. Hindi rin, wala akong mapapala at the end. I think I should ask my self first, " What do I really want?" What makes me happy the most?", What are the things that I've been dreaming of a long time ago?". 

           First and foremost, I really want to make God happy. It will be my pleasure to make God's heart happy. How? Simply by reading His word everyday with an open mind and heart. In return, I will gradually acquire the wisdom that I have been dreaming of since I was a kid. I even made a wish a long time ago to Jah to give me wisdom just like King Solomon. I was just a kid that time that has a childish and playful imagination. It makes me smile everytime I remember it. :) 

         I just want to be happy, as simple as that. I don't want to do big things that will complicate everything. I want to settle for just. Be who I am and be with the people i love will be the simplest but concrete thing that I could do with my life now. I should not also forget to acknowledge God who is always there to guide me through ups and downs. 

Cure for Insecure

               Sometimes, I get insecure, and I know that everyone does. As what Yanna said, " there will always be someone worse or better than you". Super agree! I'm just thankful to Jah that I'm able and fit. Just need to learn to take care, admire and love myself.

            Be HAPPY! :D THROW AWAY ALL THE INSECURITIES AND LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.

I MISS YOU

DEAR

 

   I cherished every moment that we've been together. Even though we don't have a complete and happy family, I am thankful that I have healthy relationship with you. I hope we'll have good times this year. I am so excited for you to come home :)



DEAR
 

  You are the two responsible uncles that I'm very proud to have. I am so lucky to have you as my loving and caring mentors. I know that you are both doing your best to make money for your families. Hope to see you soon.



DEAR

 

  I really miss you guys. First of all, I want to thank you uncle Kermit and tita Elvi for your unconditional love and support. You both stand as my father and mother. You are always present in my graduation since elementary. You don't fail to make me feel happy all the time. I also want to thank you for bringing Justan in this world. I am so happy to have Justan as my cousin.
 Uncle Kermit, I hope you're feeling better right now. I've heard that you are experiencing some serious headaches. Get well soon and take care of your health. Oops! I want to inform you, I still don't have squizzes :D

<3 Love you all.
from dear angel

12-21-2012? Is it the end of the world?

    Okay guys, it's 2012. Heard something special this year? who doesn't know? This year is predicted to be the end of the world specifically, 12-21-2012. Many believed on this prophecy and they fear that our lives will totally end up on this date. How can we assure that this is true? First of all, let's ask ourselves, "WILL THIS HAPPEN?SERIOUSLY?". If it will, what will we do?

     No need to panic guys. All of these things don't give assurance at all. They are not God to tell when will be the end of the world. According to Matthew 24:36, "Concerning that day and hour that nobody knows, neither the angels of the heavens nor the Son, but only the Father." It is clear in the book of Matthew that only God, the Father knows the exact day and hour of the judgement day. Even Jesus, his Son doesn't know when. How come people make prophecies like this? Now, we all know that we cannot assure when will it really be. Maybe, it will be later, tomorrow,next week, next month, next year? In short, we absolutely don't know. Just like a thief, judgement day will come without our knowledge. The thief will not tell the householder when will he come, unless if the thief is out of his mind. 

    Why did God didn't tell us when will be the judgement day? Logically, if he did, people will depend and will not act responsibly and accordingly. For example, God said that it will be on January 1,2013. So it will be a year later. People may think that," Well, I still have 12 months. I can do stupid things for a short time. Then, I will serve God 3 months before the exact date." Sound weird, right? People will serve God without sincerity. They will just do it because of the price- the salvation. God wants us to serve Him unconditionally and willingly, not because of our self concerns. Judgement day(Armageddon) is God's war to end the wickedness. Therefore, it is not His intention to kill all humankind, instead He wants us all to be saved and have the everlasting life in the paradise.

     To enjoy God's promises, we need to do something. As what others say, No Pain No Gain. We need to give in order to receive. Let's read John 17:3," This means everlasting life, their getting in of knowledge of you, the only true God, and of one whom you sent forth, Jesus Christ". That's all we need, get to know the One  True God and his only begotten Son, Jesus Christ.It is clear here that God and Jesus Christ are of different persona. This fact is what most people get confused with. They thought that God and Jesus are One. According to Matthew 16:15-16," He said to them: You, though, who do you say I am? In answer Simon Peter said:" You are the Christ, the Son of the living God". Peter clearly stated that Jesus Christ is the SON OF THE LIVING GOD. Therefore, who is the One and True God?  Psalms 83:18 says," That people may know that you, whose name is Jehovah, You alone are the Most high over all the Earth." God has a personal name,  and is introduced to us as Jehovah. It is one good thing to know God's name as part of getting in of knowledge about Him.

      Start today, not tomorrow, not next year because we know that Jesus Christ is coming. Many prophecies in the bible are happening in the present days.( Try to read 2 Timothy 3:1-5 ; Luke 21:11 ; Mark 13:8 ; Revelation 11:18 ; Matthew 24:14). Jesus taught us to pray in a manner showed in Matthew 6:9 ( the Our Father prayer). Most of us are asking for the God's kingdom to come, and we can assure that it will come because Titus 1:3 says that God cannot lie.

      Upon knowing all these things, it is better for us to prepare ourselves. Whether we're ready or not, God's kingdom is coming real soon. According to Matthew 24:44, " On this account, you too prove yourselves ready, because at an hour that you do not think to be it, the Son of man is coming."

   Being one of the Jehovah's witnesses is both a privilege and a challenge for me. It's a privilege because I was given an opportunity to serve Jehovah and seek His righteousness. I was introduced to the teachings of bible since I was a little kid. In the other hand, it's a challenge because most of my classmates and friends make fun of it sometimes. They used to call me "hoi Jehovah" instead of my name. But this doesn't bother me much because I know that they don't mean those things, and they just want to have some fun. 

    I've been through many challenges especially in school. My teachers always question our beliefs,(we do not sing along during national anthem, we do not join any competitions and we refrain from getting involve in politics) but still they respect those. It took a lot of courage to defend your stand in front of them, and I'm tankful that I did it. Now that I am in tertiary, I will do my best to stay on the standards of God and be aware of the temptations of the world. I hope as this year ends, all things will be great. I want to face 2012 with clear goals and plans. I want to make most of my life fruitful by serving God. Solomon wrote in Ecclesiastes 12:1 that we should remember our Grand Creator in the days of our young manhood. As youth, I have now my strength and time to do good things and serve our Creator. 

look at me now :) oh! im getting papers.

:(

Why does it need to happen? I'm depressed. Super depressed. The highest state of depression, shall I say. I dont know, this is me. I keep my problems with myself always. It's hard for me to open up with anybody else. It's hard for me to express and share it. All that I can do is to lay and cry on my pillow. I can even hardly talk, smile and do something. Here I am, looking at the distant with a blank face. Who can help me? My family?no. My mother and father are not on my side. My friends?they are the ones whom I have conflict with. How about my other friends? they could be but i cant.
         I dont want to go to school this week but I'm thinking about my grades. If i will do that, I'm just adding more problems to my life. ................ What will I do to make me feel better?

The end is near

        The world is full of many enjoyable things..We almost spend all our time for the recreations and our motto in life seems to be "Live your life to the fullest". Do you think that's the right thing to do this time?They said life is too short, so enjoy it. But that perception is only for those who dont know the kingdom of God. They dont know that eternal life exist.
      I can really feel that the end is near. A lot of signs are appearing. So what should we do now?will we ignore all of these or will we make actions to have our salvation?If we will forget and ignore to serve God, for sure, God will also ignore and forget us during the judgement day..God wants us to be saved, if and only if, we want it too.
   

What's the best future we can have?

       Many of us enrolled in the prestigious and excellent universities and entered on our respective courses...we do all of these because of the reason "I want to have the best future for me and my family"..no doubt,life now is getting harder and harder..food prices are hiking,gas prices are hiking,bills are hiking,everything is hiking..on my part, i can hardly imagine what my future brings..i dont have any idea how high prices are 10 or more years from now...As one of the Jehovah's witnesses, the best future that one can have is the God's kingdom..and that's we've been asking on our prayer for years based on matthew 6:9-13"You must pray then,this way: "Our Father in the heavens,let your name be sanctifed .Let your kingdom come .Let your will take place,as in heaven, also upon earth.Give us today our bread for this day; and forgive us our debts,as we also have forgiven our debtors. And do not bring us into temptation but deliver us from the wicked one." In this prayer, we mentioned in the first sentence that we shall sanctify the name of God. But how can we sanctify the name of God if we dont know His name?If you were asked, what's the name of our God?

       For sure,many will answer Jesus Christ..And that's the confusion of many..The name of God is intoduced in Psalms 83:18, " That people may know that you, whose name is Jehovah, You alone are the most high over all the Earth". It is clear in the verse that the name of our one true God is Jehovah".(Let's discuss the origin,translation and evrything about the name og God on my other blogposts). If we read revelation 8:1, "I am the Alpha and the Omega, says Jehovah God, "the one who is and who was and is coming the Almighty.".Therefore, God is the Alpha and the Omega, which means that God has no beggining nor end. But the Colossians says,"He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all the creation." It is stated that Jesus Christ was the first creation or in other words he was created. Even on the existence of Jesus Christ here on Earth, he preached all the time about His Father..he humble himself under his Father in the heavens..

      I am not against Jesus,never in my whole life..I just want to explain the confusion about God and Jesus Christ..Jesus is our Saviour,he saved us from our sin..In fact,we need to praise our one true God and Jesus Christ.and if we do that, we can have the best gift ever, "the everlasting life"..John 17:3 says," This means everlasting life, their takig in knowledge of you, the only true God, and one of the one whom you sent forth, Jesus Christ." The word of God, bible promised us that we can have the everlasting life and God never broke His promises. This is the only thing that we can assure inspite of the problems and challenges of life..:)Who doesn't want to have everlasting life?

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i dont know when is the right time to be in love......well, it's too early to talk about LOVE...but im hoping that i wont fall in love this time..i dont want to expect and to be hurt...im not also assuring this thing because everything is unpredictable...they might come on the time that we dont expect the most...i just hope that mr. right will come when im already prepared...

misshu

i've been feeling this for days..i miss my classmates and my close friends..i want to have a chat with them for hours...i cant imagine that we'll be apart and we'll have different lives sooner...i hope our friendship will be even stronger..i dont know why i feel jealous right now, imagining that they'll have their new bff's..:(...i hope,i hope, i hope, they will be no "ilangan" between us..

hungry of hk?

for sure she is...SO DO I..

quirky things that i get from you

PAULINE- When i take a bath, i put my falling hair on the walls or tiles of the bathroom.

SHARA- It's okay to shout and scream when i get "kilig".

APPLE- It's not weird to be a super organized person?.It helped a lot.

SHIRLY- Singing in out of tune is fun.(i had the cool version of heal the world..hehe)

JEAH- Talking with actions is pretty.

JANINE- Laughing hard or what we called "bungisngis" is not bad at all.

LEO- Dancing ballet and all those weird stuffs can make you special.

PRINCESS- Dont bowel for three weeks and it cant poison you...

smile:D

I used to smile without showing my teeth..luckily,,i found this picture with my teeth on..I had my :p (bleeh) moment..I looked like a kid that had her first balloon...

I miss Josh:"(

      I watched aj perez' episodes of his old tv show "all about ur luv" on the youtube..he was team up with lauren young as nelle..they are so cute together and i missed those moments...i really miss aj even though i dont know him...I just realize his goodness after he died...one can really appreciate someone when he's gone...I hope he stayed longer here on earth..but everyone of us will face death..it just happened that he faced it early..he's a nice kid and God has a good reason why he's gone..:)..

      I really cried hard when i heard about his death..I looked like crazy that time,crying for someone i didnt know...it just proved that he's a one of a kind person...Steph Ayson is so lucky to have him...

tamaraw,here I come!

       Last year,I took an entrance examination in University of the Philippines(UP) and University of Sto. Tomas(UST)..luckily,I was qualified...This vacation, I took another examination in CEU with pauline and we also did pass. I also plan to take an exam in Trinity University of Asia, San Beda College, SFU and St.Scholastica...But my laziness stop me to do it..I was really confuse what university to be in..Today,I took an exam in Far Eastern University(FEU) and I was so happy that i successfully made it...I was pretty settle in FEU and I'm hoping that I'll have a fruitful stay in the university.

      I regretted that I didnt have a settle and clear plans about my college that made me so confused and nuts...But I'm very thankful now that I'm finally settled..I was also given a merit to acquire scholarship..At least,in this way i can help my parents in financial matters.:)

cute cupid:)

          Last tuesday,I and mama went to feu for the schedule of my exam..we went to the lobby for application..i was so star strucked with the guy who was one of the in-charge..I think he's chinese or korean..He has a fair skin and a cute eyes(very very pretty eyes).His co-worker complimented him that he's so blooming.he didnt understand what the word "blooming" is.hehe.how cute!.I can be his interpreter.joke..the other guy explained that he looks fresh and glowing.then he cracked a charming smile..I cant help but stare at him..hehe..he's a heartmelter<3
         I gave him my two i.d pictures to fulfill the requirements.(I was so embarassed when I gave it because that's the worst picture i have). he called me again for the schedule of my exam..he asked me what day and time I would like to take the CAT,,and I replied,"tomorrow po,8 am". I was blushing that time and i hope he didnt notice it..I dont know what happened to me but I was smiling the whole time..:))
       Today,I took my exam for three hours..when we were on our way home, I saw him again at the lobby..My heart pumped hard and I was again turned on blushing...My day felt complete upon seeing him..i told mama about my crush thing on him..she said that last tuesday,,the guy stared at me twice while clipping my i.d pictures...I'm still bothered that he noticed how ugly my pictures are..hahai..I really hope he didnt..
      I'm so excited to start my college life...I have a new school,new environment,and a new INSPIRATION..hehe:")

voice lesson 101

     I wanted to have a voice lesson this summer to improve my vocals...I didnt tell my mama about it yet,so I searched a voice lesson in the youtube. I found a good voice coach. Her first concern is the breathing. She said that breathing should be in this way: "inhale-stomach out/exhale-stomach in". It was frustating at first because it's not the usual way...Most of the breathing exercise is "inhale-stomach in/exhale-stomach out"..
    I just find this thing weird..:))))try it...

Cats and dogs < Lolo and lola

 Cats and dogs are known to be rivals..But their quarrel is nothing compared to my lolo-lola's quarrel.. They are really unstoppable. I think I need to call for a police to make them stop. Our house will set on fire when their brains ignite..they cannot control their temper..I think it's a sign of aging..right?hehe