SPEAK OUT

we were born with tounges and voices..those are meant to be used and not to be hidden..feel free to express and dont be afraid of people's opinions..coz' in the end of the day, all that matters to them is themselves..



12/07/2010

a fairy tale with my DOPPEL GANGER '_'


ONE DAY...
The king sent me and my DOPPEL GANGER to the castle of far far away to fix the problem bout the rivalry.








When we arrived at the castle, these princesses secretly plan to poison us.

And so,they came up with their ishtabolin' drink.


They willingly accepted us in their kingdom. They give us food, drinks and everything.Until....



we fell sleep.ohhh no!They fooled us.

But look...!our king came...


after the tragedy, the king called the fairy god mother to make all things fine...




The magic changes everything....The princesses of far far away became our best friends...







And we lived happily ever after.



 "We maybe not the princesses in the fairy tales, but the magic of life crossed our roads and gives us the chance to build a magical friendship. Everything has big differences, and that's one of the reason why friendship is very hard to build. But good friends don't need to have the same personalities, it's all about accepting the differences."




11/22/2010

we lost our research adviser,,thank God we gain him back!

         It was a very stressful day. I'm very confident that I and my group mates will not get affected with the problem. but i saw hannah and kim crying when they arrived at the room. they were rejected by sir clem at the cafe. when I've heard the whole story, it feels like I'm going to die and ready to freak out..i really don't know what to do for my group since the design hearing is already scheduled on Wednesday. so, we approach maam cobilla to help us out.and suddenly, sir arrived at the office.it was a very awkward moment for all of us. we beg sir to keep us as his advisee. but he refuses to. everybody in my group start crying while hearing sir clem murmuring...he's really really mad... The only thing I did was to cry..We  followed him everywhere he go and continue begging to keep us.
        At the science building, sir gave us the chance to talk to him. so, we shared to him what the real situation is. we start crying all over again. it was very tough. thank God sir opened his heart to us and decided to keep us. hahai...I survive. and my group mates survive.!!!

11/10/2010

11/08/2010

be a compliment giver....

        I love compliments and I guess everybody loves too. Hearing compliments can motivate ourselves to do good things. It may be simple but I feel good when I receive one. I think we should practice giving compliments to people(who deserve it) rather than saying bad things. Words can bring us down.(from the song of christina aguilera). So, if you have nothing nice to say,dont say anything at all! Its just a waste of voice.Start spreading compliments to our love ones and soon, we can build a better relationship to them time by time. But we should always remember one important thing,BE SURE YOU MEAN IT....

Shine from within!!!

           Attractiveness is not defined by the face or the body of a person.Instead, it reflects on one's heart. Inner beauty may not be seen by our naked eyes but it shines from within. Pretty girls can have many friends because of their physical beauty but later on, friendship will depend on your attitude. I know someone that is very very beautiful. On the first day of my high school life, I noticed that she gained a lot of friends but weeks later, everybody was talking how mean she was. That was a big minus on her personality.I realized then that attitude really makes the real you.
            We cannot escape from the fact that we are constantly judge by the people around us. So we better be nice to them in the best possible way. Being nice to everyone is a good legacy to leave behind.

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          Being happy is not experienced day by day, month by month, year by year and etc. We can never be happy all the time. We have ups and downs in our lives and we can never assure when they will arrive. I think, being happy means being realistic. We should look at things as what they supposed to be.
          Happiness is a state of mind. We are in control of ourselves. So, we can change our state of mind in various ways. Simple things may work, like greeting the sun early in the morning, playing with our pets, talking with someone we love, watching the stars in a clear night, getting your hair done, watching your favorite movie, eating ice cream, and many more. Doing things we love makes us purely happy.
          So, smile and laugh a lot. We lose nothing if we do this.
            

MY HERO

REASONS WHY I LOVE MY FATHER

1. I love my father because he does everything for me to be happy.
2. I love my father because he cares for me..
3. I love my father because he always say I LOVE YOU.
4. I love my father because he loves me no matter what I do.
5. I love my father because he cares for me..
6. I love my father because he makes himself available even though he very is busy.
7. I love my father because he taught me to be myself every time.
8. I love my father because he always appreciate me.
9. I love my father because he makes me smile.
10. I love my father because he gave me life.

.....i love my father. He is my hero. even though we are miles apart, still, I feel that he's always on my side. . I think my father will be glad to read this. this may be simple, but i made this in a very special way. My parents are my strength and I want them to be happy always. They both deserve to be told how much i love them.hugs and kisses.

MY HEROINE

REASONS WHY I LOVE MY MOTHER:

1. I love my mother because she loves me more than anything else.
2. I love my mother because she kisses and hugs me in times that I need it.
3. I love my mother because she scolds me when I'm off beam.
4. I love my mother because she taught me how to be independent.
5. I love my mother because she learned to appreciate myself more than I did.
6. I love my mother for being there for me during my stupid teenage drama.
7. I love my mother because she taught me to never give up in tough times.
8. I love my mother because she believes in me.
9. I love my mother because she taught me how to forgive.
10. I love my mother because she gave me life.

....there are millions of reasons why i do love my mother..to sum up all, I love her because of  her wholeself, both negative and positive. She's the best, and will always be.

being weird is a good thing

My classmates are always telling me that I am weird(specifically,the weirdest person ever). I think they made that thought because of the weird things I share to them everyday in school. I dont know why I act this way. I thought its normal, I thought everybody does the things that I usually do. But i dont find it as a downbeat to myself. Instead,I look at it as my sparkling make up. And I know it is a part of me that everybody will remember. :)

11/05/2010

CONTENTMENT-my biggest goal

         But godliness with contentment is great by gain: for we brought nothing into the world, for neither can we carry anything out; but having food and covering we shall be therewith content. (1 Timothy 6:6-8)

            In this world, Im having a difficult time dealing with the materials things around. I want this, I want that, I want to go there and etc.. There's an unlimited wants scrolling around my mind and that makes me unhappy. Being content is very hard to achieve. Everybody wants to have lots and lots of money. They say, MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING, IT'S THE ONLY THING. Money is important for us to survive. We live with the support of money."With money you can buy a house but not a home;With money you can buy a clock but not time; With money you can buy a bed but not sleep; With money you can buy a book but not knowledge;With money you can buy a doctor but not health; With money you can buy a position but not respect; With money you can buy blood but not life; With money you can buy sex but not love." 
               Most of the people nowadays are fooled with the power of money. They equate money as more important than love. Rather than saying "I love you", parents indulge their children by giving material things to show their affection. But see? Children who have those things are not yet contented and they are still thirsty for the hugs and kisses from their parents.
              To be content, we should balance love and money wisely. Money becomes THE ONLY THING in times of harmony and peace. But in times of commotion, money is nothing. For example, if a super typhoon visits your hometown and all the resources were all gone, can your money save you in order to survive?
           I think, the best achievement a man could have is  its contentment. Being content means being happy. We just need to love what we have and to cherish those. We need to take a closer look and discover how lucky we really are...
          
            

11/03/2010

Accepting My Flaws-Embracing Myself

           Everybody has flaws. It makes us unique. Unfortunately, I always think of my flaw as a big curse in my life. As a teenager, its hard to accept every imperfection I have. My insecurity always eat my emotions. I even started calling myself a LOSER and a NOBODY. I used to cry at night before I go to sleep thinking that I am so helpless with my situation. I never learned to embrace my flaws which leads me to depression. I started becoming shy and silent. I dont know what to do and where to go.
              As an unica iha, I didnt get the chance to have someone that can always be on my side. My pen and paper became my bestest friend in life. I write and cry a lot at my diary. Until I realized that something is not right. I need to shake things up!
            Thoughts are very powerful. It dominates my whole self. I need to be optimistic instead of being pessimistic. What I think of myself is what matters most. How can other people love and respect me if I didnt even know how to love and respect myself first?Sometimes, I over think things so much. I always think that people dont like me because of my flaws. My attitude toward myself is the reflection of how people see me.It starts in me.
               Having imperfections is what uniqueness is all about. It's just a matter of accepting and embracing those as a part of the real me. It makes me unique and I am proud of it!