Why does it need to happen? I'm depressed. Super depressed. The highest state of depression, shall I say. I dont know, this is me. I keep my problems with myself always. It's hard for me to open up with anybody else. It's hard for me to express and share it. All that I can do is to lay and cry on my pillow. I can even hardly talk, smile and do something. Here I am, looking at the distant with a blank face. Who can help me? My family?no. My mother and father are not on my side. My friends?they are the ones whom I have conflict with. How about my other friends? they could be but i cant.
I dont want to go to school this week but I'm thinking about my grades. If i will do that, I'm just adding more problems to my life. ................ What will I do to make me feel better?
