Everybody has flaws. It makes us unique. Unfortunately, I always think of my flaw as a big curse in my life. As a teenager, its hard to accept every imperfection I have. My insecurity always eat my emotions. I even started calling myself a LOSER and a NOBODY. I used to cry at night before I go to sleep thinking that I am so helpless with my situation. I never learned to embrace my flaws which leads me to depression. I started becoming shy and silent. I dont know what to do and where to go.
As an unica iha, I didnt get the chance to have someone that can always be on my side. My pen and paper became my bestest friend in life. I write and cry a lot at my diary. Until I realized that something is not right. I need to shake things up!
Thoughts are very powerful. It dominates my whole self. I need to be optimistic instead of being pessimistic. What I think of myself is what matters most. How can other people love and respect me if I didnt even know how to love and respect myself first?Sometimes, I over think things so much. I always think that people dont like me because of my flaws. My attitude toward myself is the reflection of how people see me.It starts in me.
Having imperfections is what uniqueness is all about. It's just a matter of accepting and embracing those as a part of the real me. It makes me unique and I am proud of it!
