smile:D

I used to smile without showing my teeth..luckily,,i found this picture with my teeth on..I had my :p (bleeh) moment..I looked like a kid that had her first balloon...

I miss Josh:"(

      I watched aj perez' episodes of his old tv show "all about ur luv" on the youtube..he was team up with lauren young as nelle..they are so cute together and i missed those moments...i really miss aj even though i dont know him...I just realize his goodness after he died...one can really appreciate someone when he's gone...I hope he stayed longer here on earth..but everyone of us will face death..it just happened that he faced it early..he's a nice kid and God has a good reason why he's gone..:)..

      I really cried hard when i heard about his death..I looked like crazy that time,crying for someone i didnt know...it just proved that he's a one of a kind person...Steph Ayson is so lucky to have him...

tamaraw,here I come!

       Last year,I took an entrance examination in University of the Philippines(UP) and University of Sto. Tomas(UST)..luckily,I was qualified...This vacation, I took another examination in CEU with pauline and we also did pass. I also plan to take an exam in Trinity University of Asia, San Beda College, SFU and St.Scholastica...But my laziness stop me to do it..I was really confuse what university to be in..Today,I took an exam in Far Eastern University(FEU) and I was so happy that i successfully made it...I was pretty settle in FEU and I'm hoping that I'll have a fruitful stay in the university.

      I regretted that I didnt have a settle and clear plans about my college that made me so confused and nuts...But I'm very thankful now that I'm finally settled..I was also given a merit to acquire scholarship..At least,in this way i can help my parents in financial matters.:)

cute cupid:)

          Last tuesday,I and mama went to feu for the schedule of my exam..we went to the lobby for application..i was so star strucked with the guy who was one of the in-charge..I think he's chinese or korean..He has a fair skin and a cute eyes(very very pretty eyes).His co-worker complimented him that he's so blooming.he didnt understand what the word "blooming" is.hehe.how cute!.I can be his interpreter.joke..the other guy explained that he looks fresh and glowing.then he cracked a charming smile..I cant help but stare at him..hehe..he's a heartmelter<3
         I gave him my two i.d pictures to fulfill the requirements.(I was so embarassed when I gave it because that's the worst picture i have). he called me again for the schedule of my exam..he asked me what day and time I would like to take the CAT,,and I replied,"tomorrow po,8 am". I was blushing that time and i hope he didnt notice it..I dont know what happened to me but I was smiling the whole time..:))
       Today,I took my exam for three hours..when we were on our way home, I saw him again at the lobby..My heart pumped hard and I was again turned on blushing...My day felt complete upon seeing him..i told mama about my crush thing on him..she said that last tuesday,,the guy stared at me twice while clipping my i.d pictures...I'm still bothered that he noticed how ugly my pictures are..hahai..I really hope he didnt..
      I'm so excited to start my college life...I have a new school,new environment,and a new INSPIRATION..hehe:")

voice lesson 101

     I wanted to have a voice lesson this summer to improve my vocals...I didnt tell my mama about it yet,so I searched a voice lesson in the youtube. I found a good voice coach. Her first concern is the breathing. She said that breathing should be in this way: "inhale-stomach out/exhale-stomach in". It was frustating at first because it's not the usual way...Most of the breathing exercise is "inhale-stomach in/exhale-stomach out"..
    I just find this thing weird..:))))try it...

Cats and dogs < Lolo and lola

 Cats and dogs are known to be rivals..But their quarrel is nothing compared to my lolo-lola's quarrel.. They are really unstoppable. I think I need to call for a police to make them stop. Our house will set on fire when their brains ignite..they cannot control their temper..I think it's a sign of aging..right?hehe

daydreaming

One thing that makes me smile is daydreaming..i regularly change my desktop background..My desktop backgrounds are usually sceneries, architecture designs, nature and wonderful places. before sleeping, I used to look at it, close my eyes, and imagine that im in it..its really true..They are my happy thoughts....it truly makes me smile.

did you ever?

Did you ever experience to sleep and feel that your eyelids are covering up your sight.?One night, I lay down on my bed to sleep from a very long and wary day. when I close my eyes after praying, I can imagine myself that my eyelids are covering up my pupils that enable my eyes to see. It's a really weird feelin. I can bearly breath that time so I open my eyes immediately. Who's with me? if you are,close your eyes. hehe.:)

just face everything with a smile:):)

     I'm just a 15-year old girl, and I know it's awkward to blog this topic. but I just want to express some things that I've learned from my experience.. Someone courted me for about a year. He's not really consistent, that's why I feel that he's not genuine. His text messages are full of cheezy thoughts(which are not necessary to make me feel special). All I need to hear is his true and sincere cogitation. lately, I discovered that he already had a girlfriend..I was on the "what shall I do" situation on that moment..

     I know that I dont have the right to get angry of him because i dont owe him at all..But i was really upset upon knowing that he did a little game on me. I was not worthy of that. .Before anything else, I confronted him.. He told me that they're not with each other anymore and that I'm the reason why he built a relationship with her. It's hard to trust and believe on him that moment..It's also unfair in both parties.All that's on my mind is to keep distance..That's the best thing I think I could do.

     My favorite concept in life is "everything happens for a reason".We may not understand or find the reason immediately,but I am certain that it has.. I'm a kind of person who trust people easily.. And this learning experience taught me to be cautious and to be paranoid sometimes. I always wanted in my life to please everybody, that it came to the point that I'm able to do everything nice to them..I've learned not to do that to all..Not everyone is worthy enough for that..

    For now, I cut off all our contacts and I promise not to bother him anymore. I wanted to rectify the situation but I choose to remain silent..I dont have idea on the nature of their relationship and I dont want to make a scene..Besides,my words wouldnt mean that much...All I wanted for now is to give them peace of mind and to give myself a peace of mind too..

     I didnt regret meeting him at all..he inspired me somehow..and made me a better one,,a more grown up girl..I also didnt want to make any negative impression on himself..Nobody's perfect and so am I.. I made mistakes on him too..we learned from each other and that's the best part of our journey..

   I would like to thank kuya DJ for sharing his wisdom..He enlightened my mind on this situation..I would also like to thank God for giving me strength handling this..It's a horrible situation to be in, but I passed through all of the circumstances. :)

B.I.O campaign

I watched tyra show one time and they tackled about the B.I.O campaign...It's the "Beauty Inside and Out Campaign"..I'm a big fan of Tyra for her advocacies and this one is my favorite...She made me feel that beauty is something that comes from within..One is beautiful if she feels beautiful. True beauty is not something that meets the eye..True beauty is from the deep side of ourselves...Outer beauty is a reflection of what's inside of us... So, let us make a good reflection to define the true beauty!

My B.I.O (Beauty Inside and Out) Pledge:
     I will start my pledge with myself..I will bring this idea through all of my life...I'll do my best not to be judgemental with the physical beauty and not to be insecure..Contentment and good pride is a better choice to do. From now on, I will be confident to face the mirror with a great smile,accepting me for being me...I will love every details that makes up the real angel...
    I will share this to others by blogging some articles about true beauty...I'll also suggest to read articles in the internet or books or watch true beauty reality show that tackles about the true essence of beauty..stop spending time watching much of magazines or other media that will just brought up insecurities...Do much of something that will inspire you and will make you a better one..Start spreading the B.I.O campaign...!

pain is temporary and the lessons it leaves are lasting!

certain things come to our lives, not to make us weak and hopeless but to make us even stronger and more determined!That's what i've learned this week..pain is temporary and the lessons it leaves are lasting..Hope other people may feel the same way too...;)

There was a one person who have been a part of my life for more than a year...I've heared a lot of stuffs about him but I didnt mind most of them..He made me believe about certain things..I'm so glad that i did the right choice..I didnt gave him my full trust and sympathy. Coz' in the end,,my friends' thoughts are true...

kiefer ravena

I just knew kiefer ravena after watching his game in studio 23...he's so good in playing basketball...He's a high school student from ateneo blue eagles..I was so inspired with him and i'm hoping to see him in personal soon..I swear that I will support him in his upcoming games..I've heared that he'll be a part of Philippine National Basketball team known as Smart Gilas...go kiefer!you have my back..