Our yaya is really setting my temper up! She was blaming me today about the color of the paint in the other room. I just suggested a color, so please stop blaming me...The room turned dark and she was repeating it over and over and over and over again...ahhhh!! She was saying that it was a wrong pick. I hate when somebody blame over me...Wise people dont blame because they knew that past is past. And those things cannot be gained back. She was saying that it was baduy!dah,,,,I conclude your not wise...
Im sorry for being mean...:(
3/13/2011
Forget about the price tag(Aint bout the cha-ching-cha-ching/aint about the ba-bling-bling)
It was a pure wednesday. As usual, I wake up at 8:00 am and prepare for my class at 9:00. Wednesday is a rest day in our campus and so we are not obliged to wear uniform(except in CAT). I play with fashion sometimes and I tried to dress up well one wednesday. It was the opening for the environmental program in our school.
I wore a blue green,stripe, 3/4 boyfriend sleeve that wednesday. It was the first time that I wore that sleeve but it was hunged in my cabinet for months. I tucked it in with my red cute belt paired with dark skinny jeans and flip flop. I faced at the mirror several times before leaving.
I walked confidently as I rode on the bus. The back seats were empty so I decided to sit there. There was no other passenger on my back that time. I enjoyed listening in my iPod until I realized,,,,,,,...I still have the tag on my back.! I forgot to get and throw the tag on my sleeve. It doesnt have a normal and usual size of a tag. It's quite big. Haha...I tried to pull it off immediately but it's hard(harder than you think). So I hid it on my back through my collar. I really cant imagine if somebody saw and caught me with the tag on my back. It will make me look like a "walking manikin" trying to sell a sleeve. Laugh at me..:)
I still keep that unforgettable tag. It reminds me that I was once tagged at the bus.
I wore a blue green,stripe, 3/4 boyfriend sleeve that wednesday. It was the first time that I wore that sleeve but it was hunged in my cabinet for months. I tucked it in with my red cute belt paired with dark skinny jeans and flip flop. I faced at the mirror several times before leaving.
I walked confidently as I rode on the bus. The back seats were empty so I decided to sit there. There was no other passenger on my back that time. I enjoyed listening in my iPod until I realized,,,,,,,...I still have the tag on my back.! I forgot to get and throw the tag on my sleeve. It doesnt have a normal and usual size of a tag. It's quite big. Haha...I tried to pull it off immediately but it's hard(harder than you think). So I hid it on my back through my collar. I really cant imagine if somebody saw and caught me with the tag on my back. It will make me look like a "walking manikin" trying to sell a sleeve. Laugh at me..:)
I still keep that unforgettable tag. It reminds me that I was once tagged at the bus.
I'm a Big Fan
03/03/11
My study sched today was disturbed by the america idol. I cant resist not to watch the show. The girls are really good, especially the last four peformers. Some of my fave's are Lauren, Thia, and the former make-up artist(I forgot her name). Steven Tyler told Lauren that she is the best(She has a natural gift of talent). Thia has a very good quality of voice. And the last perfomer(the one that I forgot the name) had the first standing ovation in the season 10.
All of them are really talented. I hope they'll get the spots. I feel so honored hearing and watching them performing. They gave me goose bumps on their outstanding performances. Hope to see them again on stage. I'm a big fan!
All of them are really talented. I hope they'll get the spots. I feel so honored hearing and watching them performing. They gave me goose bumps on their outstanding performances. Hope to see them again on stage. I'm a big fan!
Eureka! I found the best acoustic place in the world!
One night, I went to the atm room to get some cash for our js expenses. While the withdrawal is on process, I tried to sing a song since Im just alone inside. hehe.I was surprised how my voice transformed. The atm room is a good acoustic place. I sang in the rehearsal room at our school, in the bathroom, in the corner of my room, in the kitchen, and everywhere, but I conclude that atm room is the best acoustic place in the world.
Chao Juan!
March 2, 2011
This week is our final examination in highschool. I can now count the number of days of my stay in our school with my fingers and toes. I will soon look for my "toga"..hahai. I cant imagine. Hmmmmmm,,stop imagining. I still have many things to face and to survive on before thinking about graduation. I need to study!study!study! This is my last chance to stretch my grade.
Presently, I am studying my notes for my exams tomorrow. We're loaded.as in. I just want to post that it is really really tiring to study an "INCOMPLETE NOTES" right?..It's one of the main reason why I dont bother to study at all. I hope this attitude of mine will change in college. hehe. But no matter how I force myself to stop studying for the exams, my conscience prevails. My Id and Ego are always fighting.... Natural Moral Law? Do good and avoid evil. Laziness is evil, and so I should avoid to do it..."JUAN'S SOUL" should leave in my body this exam week. Good luck to me and to exypnos (esp on organic chem)hehe:)
Presently, I am studying my notes for my exams tomorrow. We're loaded.as in. I just want to post that it is really really tiring to study an "INCOMPLETE NOTES" right?..It's one of the main reason why I dont bother to study at all. I hope this attitude of mine will change in college. hehe. But no matter how I force myself to stop studying for the exams, my conscience prevails. My Id and Ego are always fighting.... Natural Moral Law? Do good and avoid evil. Laziness is evil, and so I should avoid to do it..."JUAN'S SOUL" should leave in my body this exam week. Good luck to me and to exypnos (esp on organic chem)hehe:)
BYE-BYE!
Last night, I and my little cousins were watching a movie from Thailand entitled "Crazy lilltle thing called love". It was a very cute movie. There was a scene that Nam was ready to move as a M.3. The blackboard of their room was written with Bye-bye M.2. Since the language they use was not understandable, they were so busy reading the subtitle. All of us laughed out loud when one of my cousins read the word "Bye-bye" as in ( biye-biye) instead of ( bay-bay ) Well, nobody's perfect.!
2/26/2011
Jah forgive me, for I am a sinner.
I don’t know when, where and how to start again. If I were to turn back the time, I preferably choose to serve God zealously than to study diligently in school. I don’t have somebody to lean on and somebody whom I can talk to with my problems. It’s really the hardest thing that I’ve ever experienced in my life.
It’s hard for me being compared with my co-youth in the congregation. We were baptized at the same time but they are now more trained and more spiritually active in serving God. No matter what happen, serving God is the highest profession and the most important responsibility a man can do. This June 2011, I will be a 2 year-old publisher. And I know in myself that I didn’t grow that much. I admit that I took the time for granted. The time flashed so quickly and I was blinded with so many not important things. I didn’t notice that I was wasting too much time with school works. I felt so much guilt with my actions. And my conscience makes me cry all the time.
I skipped a lot of meetings and preachings because of school works and activities. Honestly, it’s really not that easy to be a student in the laboratory high school. I face too much pressure and too much headaches in my stay in our school. Our life is much different in national high schools. Most of the national high schools have 8 subjects. This fourth year, we have 14 subjects, almost twice as much with the subjects of the national high schools. Our schedule is loaded and we don’t have any vacant time from Monday to Friday. Friday is scheduled to be our midweek. And our last subject in Friday happened to end on 5:30 or 5:45. It’s also hard to ride immediately in going home since it is Friday. Mostly, I arrive at the house almost 6:30. My lola always left me because the midweek starts at 6:00 pm. Every Friday, I always go to Sogod to ride a bus via Bato but I always fail to catch the last trip. My cousins always share feedbacks about me and that turned me down so much. I always feel ashamed every time I face to brothers and sisters. I’m afraid on what they might be saying about me.
I can’t deny that I always compare myself with my co-youth. They are now too far compared to me and the blame is all on me. After the session on Sundays, I always felt hard to talk comfortably with them. They tackle with their fun experiences together. I get jealous at times because I don’t have many moments that we’ve bonded together. Though it is with sadness that we don’t get to bond together always, I appreciate a lot how they reach to mingle with me. I am a person who is “kuhitonon pa” and my co-youth do their best to communicate with me. I will cherish them forever. They are role models to all youths.
I really wanted to talk with the elders or to the brothers and sisters all the time, but the fear takes over me. I was thinking that it may be awkward talking with them about this problem. I don’t have that close relationship to the brothers and sisters. School works and my shyness became a hindrance for me to mingle with them. I really wanted to build a bridge to them but I don’t know why I can’t make it. I always ask Jehovah to pour on me the Holy Spirit that may guide and give knowledge in my journey of serving Him.
In the end of March, I will graduate in high school and I will leave the province. Soon, I will be transferred to Paso de blas congregation. And I will serve Jehovah at my very best and follow the footsteps of Jesus. The end is near and every second is important. I should not waste the time and my strength of my youthful life.
I’ll be attending college this June. But I’m still thinking to stop a year. I want to take time serving God ardently. I want to build and grow first spiritually before attending in college. College is full crazy things and temptations. And I want to prepare myself to protect my spirituality. If Ill not be granted with my family on this decision, I will do my best to balance study and spirituality. And I must not seek first other things over serving Jehovah. Today, I ask nothing but a peaceful mind to decide aptly.
In times of my weakness, I know Jehovah is the first one that I should call on to. And I hope this confession proves that I sincerely apologize for my deeds. I may didn’t do the right balance but I know it’s never too late to start again.
It’s hard for me being compared with my co-youth in the congregation. We were baptized at the same time but they are now more trained and more spiritually active in serving God. No matter what happen, serving God is the highest profession and the most important responsibility a man can do. This June 2011, I will be a 2 year-old publisher. And I know in myself that I didn’t grow that much. I admit that I took the time for granted. The time flashed so quickly and I was blinded with so many not important things. I didn’t notice that I was wasting too much time with school works. I felt so much guilt with my actions. And my conscience makes me cry all the time.
I skipped a lot of meetings and preachings because of school works and activities. Honestly, it’s really not that easy to be a student in the laboratory high school. I face too much pressure and too much headaches in my stay in our school. Our life is much different in national high schools. Most of the national high schools have 8 subjects. This fourth year, we have 14 subjects, almost twice as much with the subjects of the national high schools. Our schedule is loaded and we don’t have any vacant time from Monday to Friday. Friday is scheduled to be our midweek. And our last subject in Friday happened to end on 5:30 or 5:45. It’s also hard to ride immediately in going home since it is Friday. Mostly, I arrive at the house almost 6:30. My lola always left me because the midweek starts at 6:00 pm. Every Friday, I always go to Sogod to ride a bus via Bato but I always fail to catch the last trip. My cousins always share feedbacks about me and that turned me down so much. I always feel ashamed every time I face to brothers and sisters. I’m afraid on what they might be saying about me.
I can’t deny that I always compare myself with my co-youth. They are now too far compared to me and the blame is all on me. After the session on Sundays, I always felt hard to talk comfortably with them. They tackle with their fun experiences together. I get jealous at times because I don’t have many moments that we’ve bonded together. Though it is with sadness that we don’t get to bond together always, I appreciate a lot how they reach to mingle with me. I am a person who is “kuhitonon pa” and my co-youth do their best to communicate with me. I will cherish them forever. They are role models to all youths.
I really wanted to talk with the elders or to the brothers and sisters all the time, but the fear takes over me. I was thinking that it may be awkward talking with them about this problem. I don’t have that close relationship to the brothers and sisters. School works and my shyness became a hindrance for me to mingle with them. I really wanted to build a bridge to them but I don’t know why I can’t make it. I always ask Jehovah to pour on me the Holy Spirit that may guide and give knowledge in my journey of serving Him.
In the end of March, I will graduate in high school and I will leave the province. Soon, I will be transferred to Paso de blas congregation. And I will serve Jehovah at my very best and follow the footsteps of Jesus. The end is near and every second is important. I should not waste the time and my strength of my youthful life.
I’ll be attending college this June. But I’m still thinking to stop a year. I want to take time serving God ardently. I want to build and grow first spiritually before attending in college. College is full crazy things and temptations. And I want to prepare myself to protect my spirituality. If Ill not be granted with my family on this decision, I will do my best to balance study and spirituality. And I must not seek first other things over serving Jehovah. Today, I ask nothing but a peaceful mind to decide aptly.
In times of my weakness, I know Jehovah is the first one that I should call on to. And I hope this confession proves that I sincerely apologize for my deeds. I may didn’t do the right balance but I know it’s never too late to start again.
Yaya,,stop!
Sometimes I get annoyed with our yaya because she used to shout when talking to somebody. I always feel shocked when her mouth starts to opeN. ahhhh...She says bad words all the time. She brings negative vibes to the home..hehehe:D..But she's a good yaya after all. She cleans the house diligently and wakes up early in the morning..peace yaya!!:D
WAKE UP!!!(zzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzz)
I need a break.. pls?...auuh..Im really tired due to school works and obligations. So when I go to bed, I enjoy every second with my pillow and blanket. I sleep so hard that nobody can dare to disturb me. My cellphone has 5 continous alarms. ( that's how lazy i am to wake up). When it starts to ring, my temper sets in. ( I want to sleep). hahai. Certified lazy student....?( alarm clock: wake up! wake up! wake up!)Okay!okay!..Then Ill jump off the bed and rush to the bathroom. The moment I open the shower, I still can remember the cold atmosphere in the room with my body sleeping in the soft big bed. (wake up!) Im still dreaming that Im sleeping.
As what Maam Cobilla said," One who rises in bed early, makes himself wise". :D
As what Maam Cobilla said," One who rises in bed early, makes himself wise". :D
Sweet Dreams for a Beautiful Nightmare
Last night, I dreamed about losing my two front teeth. It was so creepy. I look like a mother who just finished her labor pain. In my dream, I cried really really hard. I didnt even go to school because of shame. I beg mama to go to the dentist but she told me that we dont have enough money to repair my teeth. And so I cried hard again.
I woke up this morning with fear in my heart. I told lola about the whole dream then I realized that it was a bad sign. Many believe that when you dream about losing your teeth, someone you love will die. (Hopefully, it was not a bad sign) . But, i realy dont lose my two front row teeth. They were just cut into halves.( I know I look like crazy:D). hahai. It was an alarming thing to me because presently, i used to eat a lot of sweets. I eat candies, biscuits,everything that my crazy tounge desires(they are mostly sweets). I promise to myself that I will now take good care of my teeth. I dont like to be a grandma in my teenage years. hehe..
I woke up this morning with fear in my heart. I told lola about the whole dream then I realized that it was a bad sign. Many believe that when you dream about losing your teeth, someone you love will die. (Hopefully, it was not a bad sign) . But, i realy dont lose my two front row teeth. They were just cut into halves.( I know I look like crazy:D). hahai. It was an alarming thing to me because presently, i used to eat a lot of sweets. I eat candies, biscuits,everything that my crazy tounge desires(they are mostly sweets). I promise to myself that I will now take good care of my teeth. I dont like to be a grandma in my teenage years. hehe..
I HEART MY FAMILY...
February 21,2011
It's already 10:27 and Im ready to sleep. Im so tired extracting the ban-ugan vine leaves. hahai.. I feel so happy this day because of the love of my famly for me. They gave me extraordinary support. We joined our forces doing our science research. My uncle nelson pounded the leaves, uncle Jeter extracted th pounded leaves and lola acted as our manager. Im very thankful having them in my life. I can never have a better family. They're a gift fom God. Ill be missing my lolo, lola, and my "makukulit na uncles". I maybe leaving our place, but the moments we've shared will aways be treasured. :D
I HEART MY FAMILY...
I HEART MY FAMILY...
Laugh at EEeeee....:)))
February 22, 2011
Chemistry
Sir: how do you call a saturated hydrocarbon having a 5 carbon atoms?
Class: Pentane!!
Sir: How about if 10 carbon atoms?
Class: Decane..
Sir: What if hundreds, thousands or millions?
Class: Ha sir? Over?!
Sir: INSANE..
(Sir, pleet!!!)
__________________________________________________
Sir: Common or derive unit is still damn used today.
(wow sir, DAMN? level up!)
Maam: Anong maari nyong gawin para makatulong sa ating gobyerno?
Class: Maging mapagmasid maam.
Maam: Tama! Ano pa?
Dianne: Mapagmatyag maam.?!?
Class: haha.. matanglawin?
___________________________________________
Maam: Anong gagawin nyo upang maging bayani?
Nimitz: Gumawa po ng mabuti sa kapwa.
Maam: Okay, ano pa?
Shirly: Magpagawa po ng kalsada papunta sa simbahan.
Leo: Magpakamatay mam. Lahat ng bayani kasi nagpakamatay.
Dianne: Hindi naman lahat ng bayani kailangang magpakamatay. Kagaya ni Manny Pacquiao. He's a living hero.
Shirly: Si Hero Angeles din po, di ba?
Mamark: Ahh, kailangan mabutang ka sa Guiness.
Angelie: Maam, magapapakasal na lang ako kay Fernando Bayani. Magiging Angelie Bayani na ako, di ko na kailangang magpakamatay.hehe.
(napakabait na mga estudyante)
Trigonometry
Sir: Actually, naay nangahagbong.
Class: Ha sir?
Girls: Naai baje nahagbong sir?
Sir: Basta kasagaran laki.
Leo: Sir, naai half?
(Gays only admit their identity when they are shocked or they slipped they're tounges..For leo, he was busted with his own tounge.:p)
Chemistry
Sir: how do you call a saturated hydrocarbon having a 5 carbon atoms?
Class: Pentane!!
Sir: How about if 10 carbon atoms?
Class: Decane..
Sir: What if hundreds, thousands or millions?
Class: Ha sir? Over?!
Sir: INSANE..
(Sir, pleet!!!)
__________________________________________________
Sir: Common or derive unit is still damn used today.
(wow sir, DAMN? level up!)
Filipino
Class: Maging mapagmasid maam.
Maam: Tama! Ano pa?
Dianne: Mapagmatyag maam.?!?
Class: haha.. matanglawin?
___________________________________________
Maam: Anong gagawin nyo upang maging bayani?
Nimitz: Gumawa po ng mabuti sa kapwa.
Maam: Okay, ano pa?
Shirly: Magpagawa po ng kalsada papunta sa simbahan.
Leo: Magpakamatay mam. Lahat ng bayani kasi nagpakamatay.
Dianne: Hindi naman lahat ng bayani kailangang magpakamatay. Kagaya ni Manny Pacquiao. He's a living hero.
Shirly: Si Hero Angeles din po, di ba?
Mamark: Ahh, kailangan mabutang ka sa Guiness.
Angelie: Maam, magapapakasal na lang ako kay Fernando Bayani. Magiging Angelie Bayani na ako, di ko na kailangang magpakamatay.hehe.
(napakabait na mga estudyante)
Trigonometry
Sir: Actually, naay nangahagbong.
Class: Ha sir?
Girls: Naai baje nahagbong sir?
Sir: Basta kasagaran laki.
Leo: Sir, naai half?
(Gays only admit their identity when they are shocked or they slipped they're tounges..For leo, he was busted with his own tounge.:p)
2/15/2011
bleeeeh..:p
This is me and showie..she looks younger than me but in reality, Im one year younger than her.
2/05/2011
Ill have a blissful family soooooooooooon....
I used to have a perfect and happy family when I was on my early childhood. I 've been missing those moments when my mama spend a lot of time caring for me whole day long. As I grew up, all of those wonderful moments started to perish. My parents went abroad for financial matters. They've been thinking for my future. When I moved here in province, I started to notice that my parent's relationship deteriorates. I never dare to ask my parents or my grandparents about our issues because Im afraid to know the truth. The truth which I know in myself that I cant really accept. Acceptance is hard to achieve especially that Im on my self molding period. But I learned to be quiet in all the things that have been happening around me. I learned to understand things that never been given clear explainations and reasons. I always think that its better to pretend that nothing's wrong to hide all the pain. I hate heartaches. Im just a quiet person when I do encounter problems. I used to be alone and be isolated on my own. I have no one to talk to with all my burden, and so I met God. He never refuse to listen to me a million times. He has a unique way to comfort me everytime. With all of my burdens, I encountered a lot of things in myself.
1. First is pain. Pain is never absent on my life. It always attacks me. I think the most painful thing to have is family separation. It confused my mind a lot wherever I go.
2.Second is jealousy. I really get jealous seeing a whole family painted with happy faces.
3.Third is acceptance. Its hard to accept that Im living on a broken home. Its hard to understand and accept everything.
4.Fourth is forgiveness. The blame in my parents is difficult to erase. But because of my great love to them, I already have forgiven mama and papa.
5. Lastly is future insights. They dont go away on my mind everytime Im alone. I always imagine each of my parents having a new family. Its the only thing Im very sure that I really really cant accept.
1. First is pain. Pain is never absent on my life. It always attacks me. I think the most painful thing to have is family separation. It confused my mind a lot wherever I go.
2.Second is jealousy. I really get jealous seeing a whole family painted with happy faces.
3.Third is acceptance. Its hard to accept that Im living on a broken home. Its hard to understand and accept everything.
4.Fourth is forgiveness. The blame in my parents is difficult to erase. But because of my great love to them, I already have forgiven mama and papa.
5. Lastly is future insights. They dont go away on my mind everytime Im alone. I always imagine each of my parents having a new family. Its the only thing Im very sure that I really really cant accept.
In my 15 years of existence, we never had a family picture.And that will be the most precious gift I can receive on my graduation this march.I know its impossible,but nobody forbids me to stop dreaming.
Through all of these dilemmas, there still a little hope that remains in my heart. Im still hoping that my parents will find a way to be together again. With the guidance of God, Ill survive. He will never leave me on my long journey. :D
These are some tips that can help someone like me.
Do's and Don'ts
If your parents have recently separated, or you are comforting someone whose parents have separated, these are some "Do's and Don'ts" to keep in mind: * Don't isolate yourself from others. This can lead to deep depression. Seek help from a trusted friend or pastor.
* Do talk about your thoughts and feelings. Also, consider keeping a journal to God so you are expressing yourself to Him.
* Do pray and read the Bible. Know that God is there for you during this time. Allow this situation to draw you to Him.
* Don't play referee or take sides with a parent. Don't talk bad about one parent to the other.
* Do be honest with everyone involved, including your parents.
* Don't be an emotional shoulder for your parents. If they are upset let them know you care but they need to talk to someone else because you are not responsible for their emotional well being.
* Do be willing to forgive. If anyone involved comes to you and apologizes, be willing to forgive him or her.
2/04/2011
IM T-I-R-E-D.....
iM tired crying out with my family problems...I hope I can overcome it well...hmmm, its the missing piece of me...But still love you mama and papa!
12/07/2010
a fairy tale with my DOPPEL GANGER '_'
ONE DAY...
The king sent me and my DOPPEL GANGER to the castle of far far away to fix the problem bout the rivalry.
The king sent me and my DOPPEL GANGER to the castle of far far away to fix the problem bout the rivalry.
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And so,they came up with their ishtabolin' drink.
They willingly accepted us in their kingdom. They give us food, drinks and everything.Until....
we fell sleep.ohhh no!They fooled us.
But look...!our king came...
after the tragedy, the king called the fairy god mother to make all things fine...
The magic changes everything....The princesses of far far away became our best friends...
And we lived happily ever after.
"We maybe not the princesses in the fairy tales, but the magic of life crossed our roads and gives us the chance to build a magical friendship. Everything has big differences, and that's one of the reason why friendship is very hard to build. But good friends don't need to have the same personalities, it's all about accepting the differences."
11/22/2010
we lost our research adviser,,thank God we gain him back!
It was a very stressful day. I'm very confident that I and my group mates will not get affected with the problem. but i saw hannah and kim crying when they arrived at the room. they were rejected by sir clem at the cafe. when I've heard the whole story, it feels like I'm going to die and ready to freak out..i really don't know what to do for my group since the design hearing is already scheduled on Wednesday. so, we approach maam cobilla to help us out.and suddenly, sir arrived at the office.it was a very awkward moment for all of us. we beg sir to keep us as his advisee. but he refuses to. everybody in my group start crying while hearing sir clem murmuring...he's really really mad... The only thing I did was to cry..We followed him everywhere he go and continue begging to keep us.
At the science building, sir gave us the chance to talk to him. so, we shared to him what the real situation is. we start crying all over again. it was very tough. thank God sir opened his heart to us and decided to keep us. hahai...I survive. and my group mates survive.!!!
At the science building, sir gave us the chance to talk to him. so, we shared to him what the real situation is. we start crying all over again. it was very tough. thank God sir opened his heart to us and decided to keep us. hahai...I survive. and my group mates survive.!!!
11/10/2010
kaya nyang mag yoga oh?...at kaya ko namang mag aerobics..hehehe
We are told here by the photographer to be fierce...But it turns out as a joke..haha
11/09/2010
11/08/2010
be a compliment giver....
I love compliments and I guess everybody loves too. Hearing compliments can motivate ourselves to do good things. It may be simple but I feel good when I receive one. I think we should practice giving compliments to people(who deserve it) rather than saying bad things. Words can bring us down.(from the song of christina aguilera). So, if you have nothing nice to say,dont say anything at all! Its just a waste of voice.Start spreading compliments to our love ones and soon, we can build a better relationship to them time by time. But we should always remember one important thing,BE SURE YOU MEAN IT....
Shine from within!!!
Attractiveness is not defined by the face or the body of a person.Instead, it reflects on one's heart. Inner beauty may not be seen by our naked eyes but it shines from within. Pretty girls can have many friends because of their physical beauty but later on, friendship will depend on your attitude. I know someone that is very very beautiful. On the first day of my high school life, I noticed that she gained a lot of friends but weeks later, everybody was talking how mean she was. That was a big minus on her personality.I realized then that attitude really makes the real you.
We cannot escape from the fact that we are constantly judge by the people around us. So we better be nice to them in the best possible way. Being nice to everyone is a good legacy to leave behind.
:):):):):):):):):D
Being happy is not experienced day by day, month by month, year by year and etc. We can never be happy all the time. We have ups and downs in our lives and we can never assure when they will arrive. I think, being happy means being realistic. We should look at things as what they supposed to be.
Happiness is a state of mind. We are in control of ourselves. So, we can change our state of mind in various ways. Simple things may work, like greeting the sun early in the morning, playing with our pets, talking with someone we love, watching the stars in a clear night, getting your hair done, watching your favorite movie, eating ice cream, and many more. Doing things we love makes us purely happy.
So, smile and laugh a lot. We lose nothing if we do this.
MY HERO
REASONS WHY I LOVE MY FATHER
1. I love my father because he does everything for me to be happy.
2. I love my father because he cares for me..
3. I love my father because he always say I LOVE YOU.
4. I love my father because he loves me no matter what I do.
5. I love my father because he cares for me..
6. I love my father because he makes himself available even though he very is busy.
7. I love my father because he taught me to be myself every time.
8. I love my father because he always appreciate me.
9. I love my father because he makes me smile.
10. I love my father because he gave me life.
.....i love my father. He is my hero. even though we are miles apart, still, I feel that he's always on my side. . I think my father will be glad to read this. this may be simple, but i made this in a very special way. My parents are my strength and I want them to be happy always. They both deserve to be told how much i love them.hugs and kisses.
1. I love my father because he does everything for me to be happy.
2. I love my father because he cares for me..
3. I love my father because he always say I LOVE YOU.
4. I love my father because he loves me no matter what I do.
5. I love my father because he cares for me..
6. I love my father because he makes himself available even though he very is busy.
7. I love my father because he taught me to be myself every time.
8. I love my father because he always appreciate me.
9. I love my father because he makes me smile.
10. I love my father because he gave me life.
.....i love my father. He is my hero. even though we are miles apart, still, I feel that he's always on my side. . I think my father will be glad to read this. this may be simple, but i made this in a very special way. My parents are my strength and I want them to be happy always. They both deserve to be told how much i love them.hugs and kisses.
MY HEROINE
REASONS WHY I LOVE MY MOTHER:
1. I love my mother because she loves me more than anything else.
2. I love my mother because she kisses and hugs me in times that I need it.
3. I love my mother because she scolds me when I'm off beam.
4. I love my mother because she taught me how to be independent.
5. I love my mother because she learned to appreciate myself more than I did.
6. I love my mother for being there for me during my stupid teenage drama.
7. I love my mother because she taught me to never give up in tough times.
8. I love my mother because she believes in me.
9. I love my mother because she taught me how to forgive.
10. I love my mother because she gave me life.
....there are millions of reasons why i do love my mother..to sum up all, I love her because of her wholeself, both negative and positive. She's the best, and will always be.
1. I love my mother because she loves me more than anything else.
2. I love my mother because she kisses and hugs me in times that I need it.
3. I love my mother because she scolds me when I'm off beam.
4. I love my mother because she taught me how to be independent.
5. I love my mother because she learned to appreciate myself more than I did.
6. I love my mother for being there for me during my stupid teenage drama.
7. I love my mother because she taught me to never give up in tough times.
8. I love my mother because she believes in me.
9. I love my mother because she taught me how to forgive.
10. I love my mother because she gave me life.
....there are millions of reasons why i do love my mother..to sum up all, I love her because of her wholeself, both negative and positive. She's the best, and will always be.
being weird is a good thing
My classmates are always telling me that I am weird(specifically,the weirdest person ever). I think they made that thought because of the weird things I share to them everyday in school. I dont know why I act this way. I thought its normal, I thought everybody does the things that I usually do. But i dont find it as a downbeat to myself. Instead,I look at it as my sparkling make up. And I know it is a part of me that everybody will remember. :)
11/05/2010
CONTENTMENT-my biggest goal
But godliness with contentment is great by gain: for we brought nothing into the world, for neither can we carry anything out; but having food and covering we shall be therewith content. (1 Timothy 6:6-8)
In this world, Im having a difficult time dealing with the materials things around. I want this, I want that, I want to go there and etc.. There's an unlimited wants scrolling around my mind and that makes me unhappy. Being content is very hard to achieve. Everybody wants to have lots and lots of money. They say, MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING, IT'S THE ONLY THING. Money is important for us to survive. We live with the support of money."With money you can buy a house but not a home;With money you can buy a clock but not time; With money you can buy a bed but not sleep; With money you can buy a book but not knowledge;With money you can buy a doctor but not health; With money you can buy a position but not respect; With money you can buy blood but not life; With money you can buy sex but not love."
Most of the people nowadays are fooled with the power of money. They equate money as more important than love. Rather than saying "I love you", parents indulge their children by giving material things to show their affection. But see? Children who have those things are not yet contented and they are still thirsty for the hugs and kisses from their parents.
To be content, we should balance love and money wisely. Money becomes THE ONLY THING in times of harmony and peace. But in times of commotion, money is nothing. For example, if a super typhoon visits your hometown and all the resources were all gone, can your money save you in order to survive?
I think, the best achievement a man could have is its contentment. Being content means being happy. We just need to love what we have and to cherish those. We need to take a closer look and discover how lucky we really are...
11/03/2010
Accepting My Flaws-Embracing Myself
Everybody has flaws. It makes us unique. Unfortunately, I always think of my flaw as a big curse in my life. As a teenager, its hard to accept every imperfection I have. My insecurity always eat my emotions. I even started calling myself a LOSER and a NOBODY. I used to cry at night before I go to sleep thinking that I am so helpless with my situation. I never learned to embrace my flaws which leads me to depression. I started becoming shy and silent. I dont know what to do and where to go.
As an unica iha, I didnt get the chance to have someone that can always be on my side. My pen and paper became my bestest friend in life. I write and cry a lot at my diary. Until I realized that something is not right. I need to shake things up!
Thoughts are very powerful. It dominates my whole self. I need to be optimistic instead of being pessimistic. What I think of myself is what matters most. How can other people love and respect me if I didnt even know how to love and respect myself first?Sometimes, I over think things so much. I always think that people dont like me because of my flaws. My attitude toward myself is the reflection of how people see me.It starts in me.
Having imperfections is what uniqueness is all about. It's just a matter of accepting and embracing those as a part of the real me. It makes me unique and I am proud of it!
As an unica iha, I didnt get the chance to have someone that can always be on my side. My pen and paper became my bestest friend in life. I write and cry a lot at my diary. Until I realized that something is not right. I need to shake things up!
Thoughts are very powerful. It dominates my whole self. I need to be optimistic instead of being pessimistic. What I think of myself is what matters most. How can other people love and respect me if I didnt even know how to love and respect myself first?Sometimes, I over think things so much. I always think that people dont like me because of my flaws. My attitude toward myself is the reflection of how people see me.It starts in me.
Having imperfections is what uniqueness is all about. It's just a matter of accepting and embracing those as a part of the real me. It makes me unique and I am proud of it!
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